i just wanna break you down so badly..in the worst way

My Chemical Romance at Congress kicked ass. the caliber of their set was comparable to Green Day, they played nearly two hours. so Harry and i passed the time waiting outside by playing card games. the show started early at 5:30 with this shitty band...with a guy trying to rap..they were not good. Drive By and Billy Talent were supporting acts and they were pretty damn good. waiting for MCR was insane..so much pushing and shoving and the people in front of me were annoying as fuck.

the guys came out and it was madness. the show was one big tease. i saw a side of gerard i never imagined. he was a fucking sex god. it's lucky that the really little kids got pulled out of the audience early on, because what he did was not for children's eyes. gerard's hips moved in a way that made me blush and made my heart stop and flutter. and dont get me started on his microphone action. none of it was sleazy..just really sexy. the show was great..gerard had us flip him off, he kept calling us either "cowboys and cowgirls" or motherfuckers. i wanted mikey's shirt and gerard made me blush all night long. near the end of their finale song, "Helena" mikey came up to my side of the stage (i was on ray's side..off center to the right) and i mouthed to him that i wanted his pick. well, he threw it too far and a few people behind me got it, but i got ray toro's guitar pick instead.

congress is the worst venue i have ever been to. you couldn't have anything with you. security inside was nice..security outside wasnt. i swear they were gonna frisk me..so sorry guys..no pics..i know, i usually have some pics but none this time..Harry took some on his camera phone so when he sends those to me, i'll post them. it was a fucking amazing show..MCR rocks even more. the show was pretty epic. there were a few songs where the lights were on the crowd and i looked out and it was so packed..it was just amazing.

and gerard way is a SEX GOD! so much hotter in person and so confident now.

i dont really remember their setlist..but they played a lot of old songs and all my favorites. their summer jam, "im not okay" was so fun to watch..fun song. "famous last words" was so emotional, "welcome tot he black parade" was a crowd favorite..but a lot of old songs were included in the set..like "honey this mirror.." and "vampires will never hurt you." after all it is the black parade is dead tour.

of course "helena" was the finale, closing the concert

my sister and her boyfriend had a huge fight and she left his apartment but she left their dogs. he likes to keep them from her whenever they have a fight and he isnt the best housekeeper and the dogs get a little neglected at times. so we decided to go back to the apartment when he wasnt home and steal them back. i learned how to pick the lock because my sister forgot the key. so basically...i broke into a house. no one saw us either..and the apartment is near downtown chicago

so i am now 80% recovered from last night's show. back in july i participated in Boost Mobile Rock Corps and my reward was a free Taking Back Sunday show at a local venue..pretty nice and intimate. it was the best concert i have ever been to. waiting for TBS was torture but when they finally took the stage..it was so amazing. i was right in front..facing adam of course and he is such a stud. babycakes had such high energy and a killer smile. i was right in front of him and he sang to my camera and hammed it up for my benefit. during "your so last summer" he came right into the camera and did that little adam headshake..yu know..the one he does when he really gets into his performance. he looks at me quite a few times. i also threw him my bracelet and i hope he's wearing it. meanwhile..pictures and videos are coming up..right now i have to nurse my bruises..literally